Distant forces come together,
A blinding flash of light,
Something to hold on to,
In the darkness of this night.
My mind,
A crazy place to roam,
Far too scary,
Don't go alone.
Yet you sat there this night,
You spoke,
Like a mirror to my soul,
Something to fill this hole.
For so long now,
It's been only me,
I never believed,
Others could see.
I'm here for you,
Will you be here for me?
Hold me tight,
Set us both free..?
Close my eyes,
Feel your bite,
As you come to take,
My blood this night.
Your erotic poison,
Binds me still,
You're bad for me,
Can't escape your will.
You say:
"Come fly with me"
But each time I fall,
By now I know,
We can't have it all.
Once upon a time,
Our hearts would soar,
Now these black nights,
I'm still coming back for more.
Vampire kisses,
This blood addiction,
Someday will be,
The undeath of me.
You gave me hope,
Made me believe,
I trusted you,
You wouldn't deceive.
No expectations,
Before your touch,
Now it's gone,
It hurts so much.
Such a short time,
I had it all,
A chance to see,
Before I should fall.
So far down,
You snatched it away,
Left me stranded,
My heart, in hell to stay.
Why the change?
I never understood,
Why start it at all,
If you never wanted my love?
You're so near, yet so far away,
So hard saying goodbye today,
I wish you were here, in my arms tonight,
On this cold dark, December night.
Got festive glitter, fairy lights,
Candle glow melts the icey chill,
Thinking of you,
My heart won't be still.
Atmospheric music-
It's just not enough,
I want you here,
For all, My love.
Across vast Atlantic,
A cyberlink,
Your deepest trust?
I'd like to think.
The secrets I told you,
Where chains round my heart,
Bad memories now shattered,
You tore them apart.
I can never thank you enough,
For what you've done for me,
You opened my eyes,
You set me free.
In the cold dark night,
As I lie here at home,
I want to feel your arms around me,
I crave your touch alone.
Like the woven spell that binds me,
As your voice in the night,
I wake to find I'm dreaming,
There's no warmth, No light.
In this cold and lonely silence,
There's just one thing I know,
As I wait and watch and wonder,
My heart is yours alone.
The life we choose,
The love we lose,
A tortured sky,
In your mind's eye.
Hearts are breaking,
Like cloud bursts of rain,
This is the end,
If I'll never see you again.
Like rolling thunder,
Thoughts are crushed,
As lightning strikes,
This can never be enough,
And all your dreams will turn to dust.
Shattered dreams,
Left to die,
A tortured memory,
In your mind's eye.
As dark descends,
The dividing line,
Of night and day,
Fades so slowly,
As time drifts away.
Like rolling thunder,
Thoughts are crushed,
As lightning strikes,
This can never be enough,
And all your dreams will turn to dust.
Within the storm,
Jealousy ra
Your Heaven is someone else's Hell,
Your living Nightmares are someone else's Dying Dreams,
Your Promises are someone else's Lies,
Your Torture is someone else's Absolution,
Your Love is someone else's Hatred,
Your Life will be someone else's Death,
Your Capture is someone else's Freedom,
Your Pain is someone else's Joy,
Your Excitement is someone else's Boredom,
Your Disillusionment is someone else's Clarity;
There is more than one dimension to every concept of life,
So, The End,
For you, Will
I have decided that I might add all my random bits of "poetry" (spanning the last 12 years, to the present-ish) to here, just *because* and for the sake of completeness in all things random and artyish...
I am not under any illusions that they are any good, cos they are not, and neither are they at all structured, and were never really intended to be...
But anyway...make of them what you will!
I'll add them a little at a time over the next while or so...
:)
So, since I've had an account here for a while I thought it migth be time to actually use it!
So i have uploaded all my entries from past "Photochallenge" contests on LiveJournal, and I have also added a few of my recent digital images, which are not that great to be honest, but more an outlet for stuff that's going on in my head...
so yeah...
I expect more stuff will appear soon! :)